It's the last day of the last week of the holidays!
Looking back... I can't really say whether I've really made full use of my holidays or not... But once the clock is turned... There's no going back and there's no point in wondering about that now right?
CTs are starting tomorrow and I'm wondering, "Am I ready for it? What if I don't know what's coming out?"
Well... Actually... If something goes funny tomorrow... I can't really blame anyone but myself right? I mean, I was the one who was supposed to prep myself up for the CT.... And if it doesn't work to my advantage... who could I blame anyway?
I can't wait to get back to school to see my class... my og... my cca mates again! (Even though I saw my CCA mates like... for half of the holidays or more.... =P )
The holidays have been really fun (and tiring)... It was filled with dance classes... CCA training sessions... CCA support sessions.... working days.... And just a few random days that I decide to slack off when actually I could have done a lot of work =P
After one month... I think I'm pretty proud to announce that I'm still the same old me... Not much has changed since the last day of term 2.... (except maybe the level of intellect which I hope has increased to the level to guarantee me a PASS in my CTs) *crosses fingers*
I'm coming back to school with a vengeance! Exactly one week ago I went to attend a church service at City Harvest Church and I think what was said there was really meaningful... Don't be afraid to do stuff! yup...... Half the year has gone past... And there's only.... 3 months to go till Promos?? Looking ahead... It's not going to be easy but... Time stops to wait for no one right?
Well... That's all I had to say....
See ya all soon!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, June 10, 2007
It's been a very long time since I last wrote... And it's pretty much because of the busy schedule I've had so far...
It's not easy managing work, studies, dance and other commitments all together at the same time.
Yesterday, one of my friends messaged me to tell me that she kept me in her prayers... So that my tailbone would get better and I wouldn't have to feel the pain anymore. I was so happy... and overwhelmed with the warmth that I felt...
Having only known her for such a short time, I can't say that we're the best of friends yet..But to know that someone is there thinking of your well-being... And even bothering to pray for you... I can't help but feel really touched that someone cares?
True enough, many of us do care about the people around us a lot... But we never tell them how much we actually care... Like our parents for example... I don't think my mum even thought that I cared whether she had a headache or when she wasn't feeling well. Maybe that's why she was so surprised when I specially messaged her the other day to tell her to take care when she was having a headache....
Sometimes... I just go through every day thinking that I must be independent because if I don't take care of myself, who will? Everyone is pursuing their own self-interests, and who would bother to take care of you in the outside world, where competition is so strong?
Little do we know that there are actually many out there who do feel for us. They just don't say it. If only these people would have the courage to step out and tell us that they do care about how we feel... and not just when we're sick or not having a good day.
But come to think about it: do we do that as well?
I don't think we should wait till we are about to lose those people that we care about before we tell them... Thatwould be... a major cause for regret.
So... go and tell all those that mean something to you how you feel about them!
I want to shout out to all my friends who've always been supporting me! Those who specially made me cards to wish me "get well soon" Those who drop me little messages to encourage me never to give up!
Looks like... it's the little things that really count :)
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
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jc
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myLOVES.
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the west side of my island
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pleasant disposition
do well for 'A's!
[still thinking]
goldenWORDS.
the greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return-
