oh my I haven't been writing in a long time... And so many things have passed since April 7th....
I don't even know where to start.
It;s amazing how fast time flies when you least expect it to.... We find ourselves dreading those long hours spent in the classrooms, where every minute seems as if it stretched into infinity... and the bell that signifies the end of class always takes forever to ring...
But suddenly, before any of us know it, we look into the mirror and see ourselves ageing... our years of experience hanging from our eyebags... Our life stories written into the wrinkles in our faces...
Time flies really quickly... And how many of us can actually look back now and wonder to ourselves, "My life, thus far, has been worthwhile."
I regret.
Everyone has regrets.
If we had no regrets, I don't think there would be any sad people in the world... We make choices. And we regret them. Not all the time. But we do.
So.. how do we know if we've made the right choice? I have no idea.
I cannot tell you if you're making the right choice.
Every choice that you're making, you're taking a risk.
Is it worth the risk?
Some things, don't have to be decided you know...
WHy make life difficult for yourself, and attempt to find an answer/decision for these choices? After making choices, you still have to ask: Did I make the right choice?
Sometimes I wish I could just melt away in time and disappear. I wish I could just dissolve away into another dimension.... But... will I regret it?
I don't know what I'm thinking now.
Darn it.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
aboutME.
amethyst1943
08 03
jc
dancer
shooter
myLOVES.
=)
dance
green
chinese
ducks!
the west side of my island
myWISHES.
golden leaf
strong constitution
pleasant disposition
do well for 'A's!
[still thinking]
goldenWORDS.
the greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return-
