`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易

我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义

爱真的需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里

你的真心

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, April 30, 2007

真的是太多，太多事发生了……

回想起来，我不知应该要哭还是笑……

已经不是小女孩了……

已经不可以在静静地坐在角落里，默默地哭泣……

长大了，世界变了，周围的人也随着时间的流动，慢慢地离去……

我真得很开心，但我也真得很痛苦……

这几个月虽然对我来说是非常难过的，但是苦中含着一丝丝的甜蜜，无法忘记的回忆……

谢谢你们，给予我了这么好的回忆……

我快被我的功课给活埋了……

有未完成的功课来陪葬，真不值得……

起码要把它给做完才可以被它压死……

这样，至少死的时候还会留下一点成就……

不然这样白白地死去…… 嗨……

好了……去做功课了……

大家，加油！

同心一致！

全力以赴！

勇敢向前！

取得胜利！

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, April 28, 2007

No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.

Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

Say you'll love me every waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe, no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from your solitude.
Say you want me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of you.

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.
Share each day with me, each night, each morning.
Say you love me ...
Love me, that's all I ask of you ...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, April 27, 2007

And yet, how you've repaid me
Denied me and betrayed me...

Say you'll need me with you
Here, beside you...

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings?
Telling me to give you everything...

A dream is a wish your heart makes...

Wish I could be...
Part of your world...

I've decided... decided....

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Dear people,

oh my I haven't been writing in a long time... And so many things have passed since April 7th....

I don't even know where to start.

It;s amazing how fast time flies when you least expect it to.... We find ourselves dreading those long hours spent in the classrooms, where every minute seems as if it stretched into infinity... and the bell that signifies the end of class always takes forever to ring...

But suddenly, before any of us know it, we look into the mirror and see ourselves ageing... our years of experience hanging from our eyebags... Our life stories written into the wrinkles in our faces...

Time flies really quickly... And how many of us can actually look back now and wonder to ourselves, "My life, thus far, has been worthwhile."

I regret.

Everyone has regrets.

If we had no regrets, I don't think there would be any sad people in the world... We make choices. And we regret them. Not all the time. But we do.

So.. how do we know if we've made the right choice? I have no idea.

I cannot tell you if you're making the right choice.

Every choice that you're making, you're taking a risk.

Is it worth the risk?

Some things, don't have to be decided you know...

WHy make life difficult for yourself, and attempt to find an answer/decision for these choices?
After making choices, you still have to ask: Did I make the right choice?

Sometimes I wish I could just melt away in time and disappear. I wish I could just dissolve away into another dimension.... But... will I regret it?

I don't know what I'm thinking now.

Darn it.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Hey hey!

Today went out with my family to J8 (OMG) on a non-school day... And here are some of the photos that we took! (actually I took, my family camwhored LOL)

1. Shopping Spree

^^ Mum trying out the purple umbrella

^^ Mum trying out the orange umbrella (EWWW)

^Mum trying out the blue umbrella

^^ Mum trying the green umbrella (YAE!)

In the end we bought the blue and the purple one... Haiz... She asked me to take pictures so that she could discern which colours were better.... Luckily she didn't strut around the store with the brollies to see which was better!! LOL... why didn't she get the green.... hmm.... Oh well... at least she didn't get the orange...

2. Dinner at Sakae Sushi

^^ Bro and Mum

^^ Sam and Mum

^^ Sam and Dad

3. Dinner the night before @ Vivocity (LOL)

^^ Brother

^^ Dad and Mum!

^^ Dad!

^^ Mum at McDonald's

^^ Bro trying to act cute

^^ Bro trying to act cool (unsuccessful)

^^ Bro trying to act cool again

^^ Normal Bro

^^ Mum!

That's all folks!

luff,

sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, April 06, 2007

Hey!!!

Yae today there was like OG outing again.... And in total, about 10 people showed up! Well done lambada!

Ok.... we were supposed to meet at Tiong Bahru MRT station at 11am and well... I was the earliest, as usual... actually YH was early too cos we were taking the same train! LOL ok nvm...

c0c0 came next... about 2 mins after YH and I arrived... So that made 3 people already.. 1 more to make OG!

ZY came next, making our OG complete! yae!

Then came Shu Han... and Tanvi came with here... and with that the 6 of us set out to buy the tickets to watch TMNT!!!! (*yae!*)

After buying tickets we then went to the Kopitiam to have our lunch... Actually ZY didn't want to eat anything but because he saw how appetising the chicken rice looked he decided to get it as well... After lunch we then went back up to the cinema and bought popcorn... YH, ZY and I shared one box of mixed (sweet and salty) popcorn whereas Shu Han and Tanvi both shared a box of sweet popcorn.

We embarrassed ourselves terribly when we walked right past cinema number 3 and the person on duty had to tell us that we were walking in the wrong direction... And then once we were inside the theatre we walked right past our row without noticing it... Oh well at least it was in the dark so no one could really see our faces.. And luckily we were not in school uniform or we would be subject to ridicule and total humiliation for the rest of our lives....

Anyway the movie was really good! I don't know why ZY didn't really like it... Oh well... Different tastes i suppose. I really like Raphael, the red turtle.... ZY said he had an AP (which I do agree to a limited extent) but at least he (the turtle) still upholds moral values and stuff like that.... Oh well.. to each his/her own...

Tanvi and Shu Han didn't finish their popcorn and had to enlist the help of SUper-Manly-Stomach ZY to help them with it. (BTW, ZY, YH and I finished the box of popcorn that we shared.. Well done!)

Zhuangyi met us outside the theatre after we were done with the movie and then we wanted to make our way to Island Creamery for ice cream, where we would meet Augustine and Jacq!!!

We kind of didn't know how to make our way there but luckily Shu Han had a bus guide handy.. SO we stood around for about 15 mins trying to figure out how to get there... And then there were all sorts of different routes, like take the MRT to newton, or go to queenstown, or go to buona vista, or go back to bishan to take 156 (LOL)... But we finally decided to take the MRT to City Hall and then transfer to a bus from there.

So to city hall we went.. and guess what? Weihan was at Funan Mall and met him just before the bus came...

As we had no entertainment during the whole journey, I took out my camera and we decided to camwhore :P:P:P

We finally reached our destination at 3.05 pm and we set off from Tiong Bahru Plaza at 1.45pm.. The whole journey tooke 1 hr 20 mins?? Good job L'ambada! I would have expected us to take 3 hrs but looks like I underestimated our efficiency right??? (=P)

At island creamery we got 3 tubs of ice cream to share... teh Tarik, Mango and Horlicks... We sat in an open space outside mcdonald's and started eating the ice cream there.... The Horlicks tasted like coffee and since we didn't really want to continue having the coffee ice cream we went back to change it... The TEH TARIK ice cream was really good!!!!!

Here is the order in which the tubs of ice cream were finished:
1. Teh Tarik (CHAMPION!)
2. Mango (love this one!)
3. Horlicks (which tasted like cheese... too rich!)

After the ice cream and a few more camwhoring sessions (at arnd 4.30pm) we decided to all go home and rest our bellies from an overdose of ice cream :P:P:P

And so with that... the Lambada outing was dismissed and we all went home... except maybe for a few who had other engagements... like c0c0 and his class gathering...

well, that was what happened for the whole of today during the outing... I really like Raphael in TMNT! So cool! LOL...

luff,
sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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