`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易

我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义

爱真的需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里

你的真心

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, March 26, 2007

wah... i'm really going to angst now....

why is everything like that??? first i had this really crap morning with a stupid chem lecture in which i couldn't even understand a single thing.. and then i had a chem practical which was terrible as well because i had weird readings and i couldn't seem to be able to calculate whatever i was supposed to calculate....

and then when smart me went to the library to finish up my work i realised that i had left my file in the chem lab and when i went back the chem lab was locked and i had to call another teacher to come down and open the lab for me so that i could retrieve my stuff....

after that there was maths and it was quite an ok lesson except that it moved really slowly... and i wish it moved faster because... hello?? we're like lagging behind so much....

then after that there was PE and there was circuit training and silly me punched the wall with my right hand and the skin came off and now it hurts every time there's contact with water or another surface.....

and i nearly died at PE because i had like fruit and tao huey for lunch and i was like already starving... then there was training and it was very tiring as well because jiaolian made us fire 18 shots at once without stopping and she made us hold the gun there for like at least 20 seconds between each shot.... my arms were like dying.... haiz.... and the more i shot the worse i got....

why does everything bad have to happen to me now???

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Yae more pictures!

Ok let's get to the point... Hmmm what happened in this whole week?? Time flies by so fast... the march holidays are over and term 2 is about to begin...

Monday

What happened on monday?? I only remember that I had to wake up early in the morning to go to school for dance :):):)

There was SYF prac from 8-12? And then there was a 4 hr break until 4, then we had modern prac until about 7 but I left at 6 because my back wasn't good and I really couldn't dance LOL...

Tuesday

What happened on Tuesday? Hmmm actually nothing much happened on tuesday... just did my homework, went out and then went for ballet... That's the whole day for you... LOL

Wednesday

Hmm more things happened today LOL... first i did homework at home.. And then i went to school, met jacq jacq in the library and sat with her for a while before we both went down to the canteen to meet W33N!E, YH and c0c0 to sign tanvi's card.... then we all went out for lunch (except W33N!E) at KFC... and then c0c0 went to get bread and CARROT juice! Oh man! CARROT JUICE! ok never mind....

Then jacq jacq forgot to bring her pe attire and she had to go home to get it LOL... Then i had to walk back to school for dance also... while the rest went out to buy a present with TCM, who came later... :)

And then dance came and went.... Go home and do MORE HOMEWORK!

Thursday

Hmm what happened on thursday?? I did homework... then went out with my mom.. then went for dance.... then go home and do more homework... LOL

Friday

This was like the most eventful day... because we had an OG outing! And the turnup was quite good.... There were in total 9 people, though not all at once...

we were supposed to meet at 11am and then i thought i was going to be late but in the end i was like the earliest there... hmmm then c0c0 came and he was like 2 mins late.. and then TCM was like 7 mins late and then YH was like 1o mins late... After that we met shaun and shuhan and then we took a bus to somewhere near ecp then we walked to ecp...

we met sunny and tanvi at mcdonald's at ecp and then we sang her a birthday song and presented her with the pink dolphin!

and for lunch i at FISH. can you believe it? FISH.. ok nvm...

then sunny, tanvi, tcm and shuhan went skating, c0c0 went to emo and shaun had to study.. so i went to take a walk arnd the park with yh... then after that c0c0 decided he wanted to rent a bike and yh went with him so i was emoing on the breakwater with shaun.. singing our batch song and telling lame jokes till everyone came back again... then everyone stood on the breakwater and we took lots of pictures.... LOL... sang more songs... and then tcm and shuhan and tanvi went to play frisbee and shaun went back to studying... and then the rest of us emo-ed on the breakwater somemore.. until sunny, yh and i decided to join tcm for frisbee and we left c0c0 on the breakwater since he was feeling AS... LOL

then we played frisbee and tcm taught us how to throw the frisbee... and we played with the left hand also... super fun LOL

and then we played with the powerpuff ball also... haha

and then we played like until about 6pm and then we started to camwhore LOL... and sunny was the worst.... and the camera wasn't even his! LOL

then after that we went to parkway parade for dinner where we met W33N!E... so enthu right?? He came all the way just to have dinner with us... that's the spirit!

after dinner we had a lot of fun with tcm's math cube.... and the only one who didn't manage to solve it was c0c0 cos he didn't even try hard enuff... aww.... yae that means the westies own the easties! and shaun solved one in just under 10 seconds! oh man! the west is the superior place to live LOL

then... after that we went to the mrt station and took our trains home.... except the easties of course since they all had like buses home... haiz....

oh well.... then after that we just went home... and that was the end of our day!

I LUFF LAMBADA!!

sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

点解会变成柑？

我唔想嘎。

点解？点解？

点解一定要发生係我身上？

唔公平。

我而傢只係想挖個大洞，卷係裏面。

老天爺爺，請你保佑我，幫下手，儘快尋到答案，唔該 =)

- 想寫廣東話但係寫唔出個人

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

When i think back on these times
and the dreams we left behind
i'll be glad because i was blessed
to get to have you in my life
when i look back on these days
i look and see your face
you were right there for me

in my dreams i always see you soar above the sky
in my heart there'll always be a place for you for all my life
i'll keep a part of you with me
and everywhere i am there you'll be
and everywhere i am there you'll be

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, March 12, 2007

YO YO YO!!!!

JACQ's BIRTHDAY!!!

Finally cleared up all the pictures in my handphone LOL.... Let's see... there are some dating back all the way to Jacq's birthday in the playground LOL.... Here they are.....

^^ JACQ jacq and her cake :)

^^ Cake cutting!

^^ What are they doing??? LOL

OG STONING PLACES

^^ Outside the dept store....

^^ Outside the spectacles shop.... LOL

Random Class Pictures

^^ Me in the LT... Oops... LOL

^^ Ellie and her theory homework LOL

^^ CT rep and his demonstration of the shape of the p-orbitals LOL :):):)

^^ The "San duo hua" of the class :):):)

Walk in the PARK (fort canning)

^^ so pretty right?

^^ the grey steps....

Collection of DUCKs

Actually I have more than these but.... the rest are somewhere in the cupboard... I LUFF DUCKS!!! super cute can??? Spot the odd one out here... the only non-duck in this formation LOL

Tremors

Hmmm well... first thing I'm gonna say is about the tremors felt on... tuesday? LOL.. Was in the library when it happened and I thought that either someone was shaking the table or I was having some headache... Hmm... Oh well... Anyway here are two pics taken at the lib after the tremors LOL.... Only about 5 of us there altogether from class :):):)

^^The Super MUGGER girls in my class :):):)

^^ Hmmm not so MUGGER guys? 2/3 of the SO7A's guys are here!

Shooting Camp!!!!

Yae shooting and dance camp were so fun!!!! (not gonna blog abt my b-day cos once I start I don't think I can stop cos IT WAS SO GOOD!!!!!!! LOL) I can't believe it! LOL... Hmm.... I think I should let the pictures speak for themselves LOL....

^^ McDonald's BUFFET!! LOL damn cool can?

^^ darling and sweetheart :)

^^ lover and honey :)

^^ just shuhan and me :)

^^ darling and me :)

^^ me and lover!

Yae that's not all i have but uploading the rest will take FOREVER... so here's just the gist of it... :)

luff,

sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, March 04, 2007

It's March... And the workload is getting heavier. I can already feel the strain before the end of term one...

But shall not think about it. I'll just lay out everything that I have to do to truly complete my first term here...

1. History Essay
Completed it today at 11.58am. I said I would finish it by 12pm and I did. I'm proud of myself... And I'm happy about... (hugs myself)

2. Economics Lecture Test
Tomorrow is the Economics Lecture Test and I have only studied a fraction of it. From now till 4pm I have exactly 3 1/2 hours to study... Good luck to me :)

Well, but at least I tried to study during the week whenever I was free... And on Tuesday I decided not to go for external dance so I could stay back in school to study my econs... Although that mugging session was... very confusing... at least I think I got some concepts cleared up...

3. O2
Wish O2 was longer but oh well... What to do? Not that O2 really makes a difference since our OG is always so on and we see each other on a daily basis LOL

4. Birthday
Wish i didn't have to get older! How to get a few extra hours to live? They say we can't turn back time... But can we?

You know how when we take an airplane and fly towards the east, we gain hours? When we fly across time zones we gain/lose hours so our day may actually be longer/shorter than 24hrs?

What if we only had one more day to live? Would we travel to the east or to the west?

Would we make our day shorter or longer? hmmm just something to think about :)

5. Dance and shooting camp
I'm in a dilemma because dance and shooting camp both fall on the same days so... I can't split myself into two and go for both at the same time... SO i really don't know what to do.... Hm.... I guess i shall just come up with a plan to alternate between both, since I already know most of the people in both CCAs and since the CCA leaders of both CCAs are quite understanding.....

Anyway there's another senior in dance who also happens to be a shooter as well so.... maybe i can consult him on what he's going to do... (actually, more like tag along with him LOL)

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That's it for the week i guess.... Not much happening but i still feel a sense of dread..... it's already week 10 and what have i done?? we have 8 terms in JC and one is coming to an end. 12.5% of our JC life is spent. Doing what? I have no idea.

But I just hope that it was not spent in waste... ANd that's why I make it a point to always go for OG dinners... Try to go for everything. Try to be superhuman and do everything. Because live life to the fullest with no regrets right?

Hmmm..... shall end off here......

sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

aboutME.
amethyst1943
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jc
dancer
shooter

myLOVES.
=)
dance
green
chinese
ducks!
the west side of my island

myWISHES.
golden leaf
strong constitution
pleasant disposition
do well for 'A's!
[still thinking]

goldenWORDS.
the greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return-