`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易

我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义

爱真的需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里

你的真心

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Hmm..... It's the last day of Feb so i reckoned I had better post something... LOL

Haiz... What with the chem test, the maths test, the surprise GP test and all... It's really saddening to know that even though I studied so hard, it had all come to nothing....

Oh well... it's all over....

Anyway today there was a dance night preview by the modern and chinese dance groups and well... I can say it's getting there... It probably has potential to really be something great, but I think everyone there agrees that a LOT of effort needs to be put in to get it there but as Jacq says, "When there's a will, there's a way" so.... we can do this!

Anyway MARCH is coming! All the marchie-babies rule! Haha.... And just found out the O2 is on the 8th March... yae :) get to spend the entire day with the OG... and some special people whom i rarely see may actually be there! what more could i ask for?

haiz.... but age it seems, is catching up with me... My left knee hurts (cos i have CMP) and my back is starting to hurt too.... Haiz.... and my right wrist cracks occasionally and hurts when i put pressure on it.... oh no!

Haiz... Tired.. Need to rest urgently....

(dozes off)

luff,
sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, February 25, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEHUI!!!!!!!!

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE!!!!

It was the 7th day of CNY yesterday, which is "ren ri"... Which means "human day" so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE!

luff,
sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, February 23, 2007

DRAMA FESTE ROCKED!!!!!!!

Today was the first night of Drama Feste 2007 and it really rocked the whole house down! There were 5 of us who sat together and includes Weihan, Weihan's friend, YH, me and Marc (actually Jacq bought the ticket but found she couldn't go cos of training so she swapped tickets with Marc to go on the sat show instead :) )

So anyway yh and I ended training at like 6.50pm and didn't have time to eat anything (except for a miserable blob of cake used to celebrate Solomon's birthday) before the show.... Yh actually ordered chicken rice from marc cos marc went out shopping so shun bian buy dinner for those not so fortunate.... But yh didn't get a chance to eat anything cos we were so late..... We then met wh and wh's friend (ben) and went into LT2 to watch the show :)

THE SHOW ROCKED!!!!!!!! Won't say what house stole the show hmm.... but may the best house win!

After df ended yh, moochy, marc and i went to s11 to have dinner/supper.... and guess what... all 3 of them have something along the lines of a sore throat/throat inflammation.... Poor things... must have been to negligent during CNY h0ls....

Anyway after dinner/supper, we all parted and went home..... aaah so tired now can't stand it!

It's already morning and i have dance later.... sigh.... die!

sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQ!

YAE!!!! We (L'ambada) celebrated JACQ's birthday today!!!

Hmm.... we didn't surprise her in the morning like the rest of the OG birthdays because we didn't have time and everyone was recovering from post-CNY holiday blues....

So.... for those who are ignorant of the trouble behind her birthday gift.... let's retrace some of the things that we went to do (at great lengths just for our beloved jacQ of all trades [but master of none LOL])

#1- Mass convo and discussion

Basically we held mass convos and discussed about what to buy and when to buy it... We finally decided on tuesday, 20/2, 12pm at Orchard MRT station (benefit marcsee again haiz).... And the funny thing is we took like 2 days to decide on this! LAMBADA CULTURE THRIVES!

#2- Going out to buy present day

Well, on tuesday we [TCM, ween!e, maria, c0c0 and sammyboi] went to taka to have lunch first... Then we walked to the heeren to get the CD, but there wasn't so we went to paragon to get the soft toy, but there wasn't any either.

So we walked back to taka and got the soft toy and back to the heeren to get the CD... LOL!

We combed the heart of orchard LOL!

Then we san hui at around 3.15pm and then maria and I went to our shooting capt's house to bai nian... we stayed from 4pm-6.30pm and we basically watched videos and flipped through yearbooks and ate LOL...

After that we met c0c0 at bugis and we had dinner at pastamania... 3 people a bit too few to call it an OG dinner but heck it! TCM wanted to come at first but decided he had more impt things to do, like, wrap the present!

After our mini-OG dinner we went walking around and stoning till about 8.30 before we finally all went home to prepare for school... HAIZ...

#3- JACQ's BDAY!

We didn't do anything in the morning for her to sort of like surprise her.... and then ween!e was in charge of her card and he did a really great job for it... WELL DONE WEEN!E !!!!

WEEN!E managed to get winston to sign the card... actually no, to WRITE his name on the card LOL... Not everyone in the OG wrote/signed on it cos it was really late notice but hmm as long as the core members of the OG signed it's ok right? (oops)

So basically we waited till 8.15pm for jacq to finish her training and c0c0 and moochy went to buy jacq's cake during the 7 hrs of waiting..... haha....

We (yogi bear, c0c0, moochy, tanvi, TCM, adylah, sammyboi and zhuangyi), studied chem in the lib until 7pm... until the librarians chased us out and locked the library up for the night LOL....

Then we went to the windy benches by the track and continued to mug there until maria and WEEN!E came... but after 7.15pm it got dark so we moved to the specs gal (stadium steps LOL) to... continue mugging!

After jacq finished her training we decided to walk to J8 and adylah almost fainted when she heard we were going to s11.... LOL

anyway we DID go to s11 (and the 3 gals sang all the way there!) except we ta pau-ed all the food and sat in the playground to eat instead... :D

meanwhile c0c0 and ween!e went to collect the cake and brought it to the playground.. anyway after dinner shaun, TCM and c0c0 were trying to light up the candles on the cake for 5 mins and then when they finally did had to "shield" the flames so much so that they wouldn't get blown out....

Everyone left at 9.45pm and by the time i reached home it was like what, 10.45pm? Parents not too happy LOL.... oops....

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anyway had a really great time today and wish we can do it more often! March is a great month to do it because there're so many march babies!

1) Adylah
2) Santaa
3) Sammyboi
4) Winston (where everyone commemorates the art of winston-ing)
5) Yogi bear!

hmm those should be all the march babies..... anyway we should have the mega birthday PARTY (not BASH) on the 8th because it's INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY!!!

So all the women shouldn't have any objection LOL... Anyway 10th is the start of holidays so what better day to celebrate than the 8th???? haha...

ok ok... enough crapping le...

Here's wishing Jacq jacq a beautiful sex-say 17th birthday!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, February 19, 2007

Yo yo people...

Felt really bored so just post more pictures of random stuff I took with my HP...

^^ V-day poster.... Crush someone??? MAYBE lol....

^^During dance prac... Oops... someone was using HP during practice LOL

^^ Playing with the stools during practice!

^^ Preetty mom! Haha... Too bad i didn't inherit any of the genes....

^^ Bored dad and bro during bai nian LOL...

Yae that's all!

luff,

sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sigh.

I'm so troubled.

So much on my mind.

So much to think about.

Choices.

Why do we have to make them?

I rather have no choice. Then I wouldn't incur any opportunity cost.

Because then I don't have to forego anything.

What if I regret my decision? Then what?

Can I turn back time and rewrite history? I suppose not.

Can I still make another choice then? But it wouldn't be fair.

Oh God please help me.

~ troubled

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, February 18, 2007

YO YO YO!!!
It's CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

Yae!!! I'm like so high because of all the BAK-GWA and the FORTUNE COOKIES and all the SWEETS!!

BTW, my auntie is sitting next to me and she says "HI!!!" Show yall my pretty pretty aunt and her handsome husband (who happens to be my uncle :D)

^^ See??? So preetty and shuai right??? Haha... Wait... my aunt just told me to change the "preetty" to "kawaii"... Ok... So KAWAII!!! and SHUAI! Hahaha...

^^ This is my aunt and me LOL... She's so preetty (oops), I mean, KAWAII right?? haha... just disregard the ugly being on the right in navy blue.... haha

^^ This is a pic i took really LONG LONG ago... Haha... My super-chio friend in kinokuniya LOL... Actually not supposed to take photos and one of the staff came to scold me after that :(

^^Yae this is me and carrot :) :) :)

ok actually the reason why i'm posting so many pictures is cos i'm really bored.... (it's CNY holidays!) and the other reason is because I finally uploaded ALL my pictures from my handphone onto the computer.... Yup... So.... I'm posting most of them up LOL.... Yae!

14th February--> V-Day!

^^ This is how many flowers my classmate received on V-day... And HE got the pot too LOL... Sigh... Some people are just more loved than others.... (sobs)

16 February 2007--> Raffles TAKE-5

^^ Yo yo Cupid! Shooting senior who is in shooting, dance and council... So pei fu him LOL

^^ Shooting outing (Kbox!) Someone trying to act cute LOL...

18th February --> 1st day of CNY!

^^ The very symbolic mandarin orange exchange ceremony... Haha... From left: Mom, Dad, Handsome Uncle

^^ Handsome uncle posing with the oranges and the golden pig LOL

Yup yup that's all for now!! Yippee!

Happy CNY everyone!

luff,

sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Hi everyone!

Came back from OG sleepover but I'm still so tired!!!

Cos i slept at 5am and woke up at 8am... WOW..

Anyway big thanks to marc for sacrificing his house and peace.... poor parents must have been trying so hard to sleep.. LOL

And i feel so LUFF-ED!!! Can't tell yall why (hee hee) :)

And I will laugh at all those people who think they know all about it but actually don't know anything about it!!!!!!

yae!

sammyBOI

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Wow... So many things have happened I don't even know where to start.

Perhaps the most eventful thing this week is the menagerie and flurry of emotions that I have experienced?

Happiness, joy, elation.

Grief, depression, dejection.

anger, wrath, fury.

Peace, serenity, lucky?

There are so many things to be said... so many to be heard... so many to be explained...

Is this dilemma? Or is it just me?

I am too young, no too old, no.. just, not right... for all of this...

I am childish, yet mature.
I can think, yet I do not know what to think.

But wait... I should not be in such an emo mood... Let's move on to something happier, more worth your time reading....

O level results are out... and i can't complain about my A2... unless i want some people to hunt me down and slaughter me.... We have 2 10 A1 scorers in our OG... Well done! Looks like our OG should organize more communal mugging sessions so that everyone can aspire to be like them...

Well... basically that day (friday 9th feb) was an outing day... and i went out at like 1030am to go get carrot's b-day present, because her birthday was on mon (yes! i remembered!)

Shan't say what i bought her lest she comes and reads my blog LOL...... Anyway 409 was supposed to meet for lunch at 12 but practically everyone was late so we ended up eating lunch separately... with majority of the class in subway and the rest in BK (whoohoo!)

anyway after that ah yun and I went to look for her present to cheryl (cos ah yun forgot!!) and jy and wendy went to shop for cny stuff... haha.... then at around 2pm we started to walk from far east back to school....

after singing the school song (which i can still remember!) and the speeches by various teachers, we finally got our results back and our teacher had to wait for mel, who was like late because she got lost finding her way to the sch (???) to give her the result slip...

Anyway after that i went to look for Jacq and she said she wasn't feeling well but she decided to go out anyway (that's the spirit!)... and then we left school at like... 3pm? We expected the guys to meet us at like 4 or something so jacq and i just walked around doing nothing since we thought they were going to come soon... But i think the guys arrived at like 4.45pm or later and by that time jacq and i had probably walked around the whole dept store so we were standing outside mcdonald's eating ice cream haha.... finally after a long wait, ZY, YK, YH, MC and lydia came....

and then after that we went to marcsee's (oops the internet is not a safe place)house because YK wanted to bathe before going out and YK is like the most hygenic and neat person in the whole OG so everyone try to be a bit understanding yeah?

anyway we started walking to mc's house but he like didn't know how to walk there and stuff which was really funny so it ended up with like YK leading the way (how ironic)

MC has a driver! sigh.... never mind... shan't comment le... then his house... yeah well... shan't comment either.

so YK went to bathe and then the rest of us just sat down in front of the TV and watched like, MTV's pimp my ride..... and then lydia had to leave shortly after cos she had to go to visit her dad and then MC walked her out.... (mind starts thinking certain thoughts)

anyway during the meantime YH, jacq and i were like sprawled out over the couch snoozing cos i mean... there was aircon, it was late afternoon and we were all bushed....

then after YK came out and MC came back the guys started playing PS2... which woke everyone up cos the matches were so exciting.... And the best part of it is that YK emphasized a lot on fair play so i suppose the scores should be quite indicative of their skills... haha

when it was like 6.45 everyone decided to walk there and we found that we had like 2 OG crashers.... wee wee and grace.... but its ok lar since our OG is really nice and we don't mind at all....

So walked to orchard MRT station and there we met moochy, zhang ying and youjia :D CM and tanvi and our dearest top scholar were late and we didn't wait for them at the station because we decided we would wait while queuing up for the table....

anyway we started queuing at like 7.30pm? but we only got to sit down like at 8.30pm but because we were in great company and because we had a lot of other stuff to look at yeah... the time passed pretty much quickly.....

and moochy is SO NOT INNOCENT! what with his definition of the big O and all those weird cake names... Tsk tsk.... pollution of all our innocent minds....

Anyway at the table i was sitting at (with MC, moochy, tanvi, jacq and YH) we were served by a really fun waitress and i think she was quite shocked when she heard that we wanted to buy the WHOLE cake. haha....

anyway while we were waiting for our food our table decided to cam-whore and took lotsa pictures.... some (ahem ahem)people even went outside to worship the top scholar... LOL....

anyway i couldn't really finish my food... cos i dun have such a manly stomach but some men (ahem ahem) got even girlier stomachs than me! anyway i think the best part of dinner was the cake :D:D:D:D cos it was chocolate.... and when it comes to chocolate.... yum yum :D

anyway after dinner it was already like 10pm... and at first wanted to take cab but since it was difficult to get one at that time.... so just took a bus home LOL.....

it was a busy day and i still had to wake up at 630 the next day for dance!!!!!! and the audition!!!!!!! aaahhhh!!!!!!!! the nerves!!!!!!!! so scared..... sigh.....

sammyboi

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I can't believe it.

I'm hyper-ventilating.

I can't breathe.

Why?

The past... unpredicted

The present... unexpected

The future... uncertain

What am I to do?

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Hey everyone!

This week has been a killer week... Dinner out almost everyday! And if you cannot guess with whom... Go knock your head on the wall :D

Mon and Tues
Anyway... Its been a really hectic week because on Monday and Tuesday we all went to school at 6.45am (well i was there slightly earlier haha) to sign Yihui's birthday card... Then there was the sports talk all the way till 7pm or so... After that we obviously went out for dinner because it was so late and we might as well just all eat together right?

Wed
Yeah... then it was yihui's birthday on Wed and we all went uber early as usual to set up her birthday surprise... And then I had CCA until 5.30pm and we went for another OG dinner at Swensens... But after Swensens I was quite broke and only had like... $2 or 20cents left for the week... haha

thurs
Oh well.. Then on thurs i was supposed to have CCA after school until about 6.30pm but suddenly it was cancelled so after my history lesson I went to the lib to do work... and stayed till the lib closed! So cooL!

then after the lib closed we walked to the track to wait for some of our friends.... we started waiting at like 7.30 and left the place at like 8.50.... Haha... And then we found out that one of the people we waited for was not going after all... sigh...

anyway our OGL joined us that night after his training as well and he was quite freaked out by the bonded-ness of our OG because even the guy who went for bowling training at yishun came to join us for dinner! haha....

yeah anyway by the time i reached home on thurs was like.... 10.45pm.... my dad came back home at 11pm and he was like, "only 15mins earlier than me???" oops... hahaha

fri
well... fri was the day i stayed out the latest because well, hey, it's friday night! and the funny thing is i was the most tired on fri because i had the napfa dry run and shooting training after school...

we did weights in shooting on fri and it was um... heavy.. in a word. Haha... anyway after training our shooting capt asked if we wanted to go out and watch a night movie... At first i didn't think i would be able to go because it was quite late and there was a "supposed" OG dinner that night as well..... haha... but in the end my mom agreed to let me go out and watch the movie so i kinda pontang my OG dinner... Ok, before my OG mates shoot me, i've been having dinner with the OG from mon-thurs! that should be able to cover my absence on fri... haha...

anyway we (7 ppl) went to plaza sing yoshinoya to eat and then watched the movie, "pan's labyrinth"... I didn't even know the movie was rated nc16.. not that it matters cos im legal budden... haha... anyway... i was quite grossed out by the movie (cos im a coward) and my fear could probably be detected like anywhere within 2 seats away from me... haha....

anyway the movie ended at 11.15 and i reached home at midnight.. on the dot.. haha...

sat
woke up at like 6.30.... sigh... there was CCA and then got work after that... then come home to chat on MSN and slept on sun morning... haha

work was fun, if only manager didn't make fun of me and wind... sigh... but at least it was wind and not LQ's darling... haha... workplace scandal!! yikes... next time shld start one between the 2 managers... so cool!

so that's a summary of my whole week... and as u can see some days are more detailed and others (like mon and tues) are lumped together because i really have nothing to say about them... haha...

this post is really crappy... reflects my complacent mood today... sigh...

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to infinity and beyond!
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sAmMyBoI

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

aboutME.
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