Am talking to Renu now on MSN. She's a real great friend, and now i wish i haven't bugged her so much and teased her so much. She probably like, hates me now because the impression i left her before school ended was terrible. Please please please Neru don't hate me.
Sometimes i feel like i'm a fake. And if u ask me what i think my self identity is, i would say that i was an actor. Why? Because i feel like im just acting out my life, saying what im supposed to say, doing what i was supposed to do, looking on the outside very convincing, but on the inside, I don't even feel the same way.
I always tease others, like JT and Bel and RN, and after i say those things i feel really bad, because i know i shouldn't have said them, but it seems like the only way u can get a conversation going. Then i wonder, if all the comments made are so superficial, where are the real friends that give u real, sincere comments?
Just something to think about.
sammo
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
aboutME.
amethyst1943
08 03
jc
dancer
shooter
myLOVES.
=)
dance
green
chinese
ducks!
the west side of my island
myWISHES.
golden leaf
strong constitution
pleasant disposition
do well for 'A's!
[still thinking]
goldenWORDS.
the greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return-
